10. My heart beats wildly, my strength fails,and I am going blind.
11. My loved ones and friends stay away, fearing my disease.Even my own family stands at a distance.
12. Meanwhile, my enemies lay traps to kill me.Those who wish me harm make plans to ruin me.All day long they plan their treachery.
13. But I am deaf to all their threats.I am silent before them as one who cannot speak.
14. I choose to hear nothing,and I make no reply.
15. For I am waiting for you, O lord.You must answer for me, O Lord my God.
16. I prayed, “Don’t let my enemies gloat over meor rejoice at my downfall.”
17. I am on the verge of collapse,facing constant pain.
18. But I confess my sins;I am deeply sorry for what I have done.
19. I have many aggressive enemies;they hate me without reason.